Have you ever thought of the words, “Do not be afraid” as a blessing? Autumn is here, a new season, new program endeavors (school, church, etc.), new harvest, the blanket of cooler weather arriving to rest the earth, new dying to new beginning. I decided to post this blessing on my blog so it may continue to be a blessing for me and for you. I wrote it after being invited to provide a blessing for students, faculty, and staff during the Opening Convocation at The Iliff School of Theology. Often when I sermonize, or prepare for blessings and prayer, I ponder the yearnings in my own heart. I recalled my own visceral emotions from being a new student in graduate school, and asked myself what I would have liked to have been blessed with as a beginning seminarian. I also recalled what one of my dear mentors, Rev. Greer said as he commented about my first sermon that I gave in my ordaining congregation. Knowing me well, he could see how I had preached from a vulnerable place. “[Sermons] are not only windows for others into the ancient stories of our faith tradition. They are windows into ourselves. Good preaching, in my humble opinion, speaks as much of, and to, the soul of the preacher as it does to the souls of those listening.” This is what he called preaching with integrity. When I preach, bless, write, pray, lead, it comes from my own sacred space of wonder, infused with Spirit to whom I call upon with open heart, mind, and body. Where do your thoughts and prayers take you? Is it to a place of head or heart? Is it to a place of attachments, or freedom? Do you take risks in response, or remain comforted by the same wineskins unable to receive fresh wine? (Mk. 2:22) It is easy to fall into fear when something new presents itself. My teacher, in the Benedictine Spiritual Formation Program, used to greet us, encourage us, and send us out with the all important reminder to not be afraid. Fear is an unfortunate, driving force in much of our world, even in some religious circles, and it warps and shadows the light of release, vulnerability, possibility, and willingness to listen and to change. Brene Brown, a research professor and writer, talks about people who have a profound capacity for joy, and how they can lean into vulnerability because of it. (I quoted her in my first sermon by the way!) She explained that being joyful is vulnerable because we tend to go straight to how that joy might be taken away. Fear sneaks in, and we imagine what might go wrong instead. I think this falls inline with new beginnings as well. She said that people who “soften into joy” (or, as I would add, begin something new, or courageously begin to change) instead of using a blissful moment as a “warning to start practicing disaster, they used it as a reminder to practice gratitude.” While the context of the following words are within a seminary of new/seasoned students and professors embarking on a new year of academic studying, teaching, and reciprocal learning, may these words also be a blessing in whatever newness you find yourself in. The running theme is a blessed reminder to not be afraid. (Is. 44:8, 54:4, 51:7, Acts 18:9, Joshua 10:25, Jeremiah 46:27, 30:10, Zech. 8:15, Lk. 12:4, Mt. 28:10, 14:27, Mk. 5:36, Jn 14:25, and so on…you get the point…I could go on and on. The words “Do not fear”, “Do not be afraid”, “Fear not” are all over the sacred scriptures, and for good reason…and for a blessing):
____________________
Iliff School of Theology
Opening Convocation
Blessing from an Alumna
9/16/2015
———————————-
On behalf of all Iliff alumni, a blessing:
Students, professors, leaders, staff, and community,
Do not be afraid.
As you cross thresholds may you be mindful that they are thin places.
Do not be afraid.
As you move from canned answers to compelling questions, remember that critical thinking is intimate and emotional, and that seminary wholeness requires spiritual attentiveness as the equal, if not the greater, to academic excellence.
Do not be afraid.
As you receive such richness in your learning, may you give with abundance.
Do not be afraid.
As you ponder all things intellectual and scholarly, factual and historical, may you encounter Mystery and find rest in the poetry of having no answers.
Do not be afraid.
As you shape this place with who you are, may you recall the ancestors who walked where you walk, and let them breath in you.
Do not be afraid.
As you evaluate what you are learning, may you ask yourself how you are loving.
Do not be afraid.
As you release your grasp and let go, may you embark on the necessary work of grief. You will grieve, but
Do not be afraid.
As you encounter the structures of institutionalism, take the risk to be joyful, and to be vulnerable, and to fail, so that empathy doesn’t get shoved away by ego and perfection.
Do not be afraid.
May you be challenged to move beyond just finding yourself because you’re in a new location and a new experience, but because you are becoming yourself as a pilgrim, who is changed by real relationship to something of value.
Do not be afraid.
As you read books, excerpts, quotations, pericopes, and your vocabulary grows with delicious new words, may you not abandon the profound in words of simplicity, like grace, thanks, hello, belief, forgiveness, love.
Do not be afraid.
As you carry the financial burdens of educational costs, may you act in solidarity with the marginalized at every cost…and
Do not be afraid.
As you discuss, debate, question, read, write, and research, may you find sacred silence, space, soul nurturing rituals, and community.
Do not be afraid.
As you bravely share your sacred story, may you gently catch the sacred stories of others, and be changed by them.
Do not be afraid.
In the midst of all that is complexly and beautifully human, may you be directed by Divine leading.
Do not be afraid.
May you balance academic discipline with humble discipleship.
Do not be afraid.
As you work your brain in seminary, may you be careful not to check your unique faith or your heart at the door.
Do not be afraid.
May you all be responsible learners and leaders who don’t forget the essentiality of hearT work in the midst of harD work.
Do not be afraid.
As you deconstruct and reconstruct, may you find courage in the process of dying little by little knowing that it will free you to live into new beginnings.
Do not be afraid.
As you balance studies and teaching, families and work, may you find rest, peace, and play. It’s okay…
Do not be afraid.
As you doubt yourself, your reason for being here, your purpose, and your future, may you know deeply that You. are. enough.
You cannot hear the words, “Do not be afraid” too many times. So be blessed by them, and say them, again and again, to yourself and to each other.
May the Source of all wisdom and knowledge grant you strength and sustenance through the coming year. Blessings and Peace to you.
Amen
Discover more from Regardful Reverend
Subscribe to get the latest posts sent to your email.
"I write because I do not know what I think until I read what I say." ~Flannery O'Connor. I often write through a theological lens, embracing mystery over certainty, opening to the expansiveness of wonder, writing and waxing poetic about theology, pop culture, politics, grief, and all things messy, painful, paradoxical, and beautiful, in sacred spectrums & both/ands. I am a chaplain, mystic, vegan, runner, waterskier, baseball fan, and writer, who loves photography, poetry, books, podcasts, art, theater, movies, good TV, and music (especially classical, jazz, and the 80's). Partner to JohnE, mama to Taylor and Nathan (my little, not so little anymore, theologians). I value connection, kindness, and compassion in all endeavors. I am an American Baptist Christian Agnostic. I believe paradox is an important teacher, woven throughout our living and spirituality. Still playing my trumpet, but the chops aren't what they used to be. I am a Myers-Briggs INFJ (strong I & J, on the fence leaning N & F), and an Enneagram 5, wing 4. I have recurring dreams about being able to fly, and exploring caves. “Here is the testimony of faith: darkness is not dark to God; the night is as bright as the day.” ~Barbara Brown Taylor "We die. That may be the meaning of life. But we do language. That may be the measure of our lives." -Toni Morrison
View all posts by Brenda J.R. Goodman
Thank you Bren! Good thoughts for the day! Mimi
LikeLiked by 1 person